1. It's extremely difficult for me to say "I love you" in a serious way to someone. Extremelyyyy difficult. I'm not too sure why... It just is.

2. I have no clue what I want to go to school for anymore. I'm in college right now. I just wish I could take a bunch cool and interesting classes for the rest of my life, and not have to conform to taking classes necessary for a degree.

3. Building off of that... I want to be a photographer. Or a zoologist. Or an animator. Or a journalist. All of that would be so so so cool. The thing is... I'd probably be a disappointment to my family. They're all excited because I wanted to do something in the medical field, like all of them. I lovelovelove everything medical... but the science and the math involved just isn't for me. It's so complicated. People say "do what you love, whatever will make you happy". For some reason, it's just not that easy for me.

4. Drawing Lion King characters makes me happy. As much as I try to draw other things, nothing has ever made me as happy. It's kind of sad, a college freshman obsessing over the movie "The Lion King", to the point where they've created an entire genealogy and background story explaining loopholes in the movie... but hey, that's me. And I love it.

5. It bothers me when I don't know the lyrics to a song. I go on sing365.com almost daily to make sure the lyrics I'm singing are correct. That being said, my Zune plays close to 24/7.

6. I want a dog soooooooooo bad. I wish I could afford one, but that's like, impossible right now. I want an Akita, or a German Shepherd mix. I used to have both. Big dogs = love.

7. I really wish I could sleep all day, every day for the next week and a half. As much as I love school, the amount of work involved is dreadful, and I really just want to be home.

8. Babies and kids are amazing. So many people can't stand them... I can't wait til the day I have a kid. Yeah, they're a lot of work, whatever... shush. The love and joy they bring is totally worth it.

9. I'm madly in love with candy canes. I'm eating one right now. My mom bought me a box a week or so ago... her way of saying I love you. <3<3

10. I have an autistic brother. He's pretty much amazing. He has a dA account: He does sculptures of ships and trains and tug boats and old game show sets. It's pretty awesome. Go visit his page, leave nice comments, and please don't be cruel.




I have a headache right now and don't really feel like typing anymore. Adios.